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Drake Would do the Unthinkable

19 Jun

I only listen to this song for Drake’s part.

I just love how Unthinkable starts off with Drake’s lyrics.

They are wonderful.

I totally feel him on the followings lines…

Having dreams of being single forever he’s getting worried
And I’m scared too because I’m in the same boat
Good women are rare too, none of them have come close

and also…

Baby being part of this life
I feel like I’m bound to end up with somebody
That’s been with everybody

and this line as well…

I’m trying to live right and give you whatever’s left of me


Grade A Sex!

16 Jan

Here’s the thing men.  If you don’t want a woman sprung then don’t give it to her like it’s the last day on earth.  I had one of the best nights engaging in sexual activity that I have ever had.  Thinking about it days later I  can still feel him on me.  One of the main reasons I enjoy him is because he is so open to trying new positions. 

This position we did the other night, i, honestly could not describe it to you.  I will tell you this. I think he was an acrobat in his last life. I have one particular position which i love.  it’s me on top and the man sitting straight up with his back against the headboard.  I love that position because as a woman you can  feel the whole length of his manhood inside of you, and you have complete control of all movement.  That is a gauranteed way to allow me to get off. 

Well, this go around we did a similar thing, but instead we were in the center of the bed and he, without any back leverage, lifted me up and placed me on top of him (Imagine Don and Letty from the first Fast & Furious).  He was just so sexy in that moment.  All i could do was bury my head in his shoulder while riding him.  it was so good that all I could do was twist my hair with my fingers.  He made me feel so amazing that I didn’t know how to act.  I mean whi twist their hair around their finger while having sex?

I do have some things with myself I need to work on.  I didn’t stay on top of him very long because I was too insecure of my weight.

No, i’m not big ( i’m 5’7, 133 lb), but i felt too heavy and slid off of him.  He’s not a weak guy in the least bit.  He is boxer but still I felt weird. 

i just love feeling his skin on mine, the way he speaks to me, the way he carresses my body.  the way he makes me feel like the only woman.

Since that night I have been yearning for our bodies to reconnect.

He put that Grade A on me!

Fucking Problems

10 Dec

Drake can get it.

Dating Letter to Santa…

9 Dec

Dating Letter to SantaVia The Love List

Not Putting Out, For the Men

22 Sep

Listen gentlemen.  You guys should ne happy if a fun, intelligent, and beautiful girl doesnt put out on the first date.

I have a headache from the taste cheap wine on my pallette. I will apologize now for misspellings, bad puncuation, and poor grammar.

I haven’t had a serious boyfriend in a good while. I feel.as though if im not at least seriously dating anyone by the end of 2013 then i will do something dramatically crazy that i would never have done in a million years. Since i have another 15 months to get it together i will think about my own personal consequences later.

Back to the gentlemen… getting a girl hammered on the first date is cool.  Just dont try to sleep with her. Even if she drunkingly ( is that a word) persist.

Let it go and call her the next day. She will appreciate it and will most likely drop her panties uninebriated by date 5.  

Dumping a “FWB”

22 Jun

I had to get rid of KO from my starting line up.  Well, to be quite honest with everyone… I haven’t really been seeing anyone from my starting lineup. As far as I’m concerned, they have all been benched.  Now don’t get me wrong. They all call and ask to hang out, but the sex with them… at best… can be described as mundane.

 I’m no Tara Patrick, but I do like to enjoy sex.

When I’m with any of these three I no longer enjoy it.

Now, I’m not saying that any of them are bad in bed.  Yes, there are some that are better than others, but none so tottally bad.

However, when KO touches me I want to crawl out of my skin.  I feel like I have to force myself to get wet.  

BR is currently fighting the hot.  He’s doing this thing with his face that just turns me off.  He’s one of this Abrocrombie & Fitch looking guys, but he refuses to accept his hotness and is going out of his way to destroy his good looks.  While he heart is still good, and kisses still tender, I’m not as sexually attracted to him as I used to be.  I guess I’m more superficial than I thought.

Cin just has a lot going on.  He has admitted that he likes me A LOT, but can’t commit to a relationship.  I really respect his honesty, but in reality I would not want to be in a relationship with him.  He’s a very attractive exotic man, but he hasn’t figured out what he wants out of this life yet.  He knows he loves sex and is in love with falling in love, but that’s it.  He’s at a point in his life where he’s trying to determine what he wants.  I don’t blame him.  We all have to got through that.

Well, this post was supposed to cover dumping one particualar FWB and that one is KO.  Out of all three of them KO was the one i saw the most and liked the least.  I really wanted to have a connection with him.  However, I couldn’t force myself to create something that clearly was not there.

By the end I…

Dreaded his kisses

Ignored his calls

Made promises to my body to never do this again.

Really, there was no “friendship” in our benefit.  BR and Cin on the other hand are great friends.  I love speaking to them and hearing about their day.  I just enoy them overall.  They take me out to dinner, come when I call, both intelligent, smart, and fun to be around.

KO is nothing like this.

Sure he’s good looking and highly intelligent, but that’s just about all he has to offer me.

I’m looking for me right now.

A lot more.  

NSFW: I Need More of this in My Life Right Now

20 Jun